—greatchain—

haha manonood ako ng sine… dami ko na movies na pinalampas (haler! as if naman na may time ako no!) anyway by way subway, manonood pa rin ako:

Adieu!

shout out to all my friends!

elementary friends- kelan na ang reunion?

highschool friends- ngayon ba ang reunion?
*tropang G- girls, looking forward to a bonding day with u!

college friends (teka marami kayo)

*CA friends- wassup? musta na kayo? miss ko na kyo!

*Psy friends- grabe! asan na kayo? super miss ko na kyo! wala bang gimik?

*ojt friends from MIT guidance- mga tsong at tsang! grabe nakakamiss ung ingay sa guidance, sa dug-out, ung mga kwelang picture taking, pagtugtog ng gitara ni torri at ang golden voice ni gaby (napagalitan tuloy ni mam bernardo, ang ingay kasi) hehe

estranged ps friends- hey guys where r u?? paramdam kayo sana naman may gimik tayo ulit! it wud be nice to see all of u again!

meron akong 2 friends na malapit sa kin, sad to say hindi na ata matutuloy ang love story nila. di dahil sa meron na silang sariling relationships (na meron na nga), di rin dahil may kumokontra, di rin dahil long distance (na laging hinanaing ng mga lovers) kundi posibleng… haayyy! ewan ko ba! sayang, di ung taon na pinagsamahan, kundi ung di na matutuloy ang guhit ng kapalaran (ang tagal bago natuloy ulit ang story nila no!!!) pero siguro ganun talaga, pag tumatanda nag-iiba na talaga ng gusto. pabago-bago ang isip. magulo. masaktan lang, maiisipan na hindi papadaig kaya ayun, ang makita sa pagliko, bibitbitin na sa buhay na saksakan ng gulo.

sa aking 2 friends na ito, ang wish ko lang ay
happiness for the both of you. sana tama nga ang mga daan na tinatahak
nyo ng magkahiwalay. ano pa man ang nangyari, pareho ko kayong kaibigan
at nandito ako para sa inyo. pero kung talagang para kayo sa isa’t isa
at dumating ang time na pagtagpuin ang mga landas nyo, wag na kayo
pumalag. pag-uuntugin ko kayo e!

well, sentimental akong tao, basta may mga major changes sa buhay ko or sa buhay ng mga malalapit sa kin, naapektuhan ako. kaya kung may mga umaalis, may mga naghihiwalay, may mga nag-iiba ang direction ng buhay, syempre affected ang lola nyo. kaya pag sa buhay ko na may magbago (na super major na pagbabago), asahan na after 48yrs e nun palang ako nakakaget-over. hehehe pero di naman ako to the point na papakalosyang no!! syempre deep inside lang un, keeping to myslef ang drama. tuloy lang ang buhay… un nga lang kailangan ko ng time para tuluyan ko na maovercome kung ano mang bagay ung dumaan.

"pagpasensyahan nyo na’t medyo nakainom… ng tubig"

you re-learn that:

-not all people are who they seem to be… sometimes the best dressed people turn out to be the nastiest, like the "sosyal" girl you rode the bus with who stepped on your foot and didn’t even apologize. same goes for people who don’t look their best but gives up a seat for you when you are stuck just like now.

-promises are made, most of the time to shut a person up, and then eventually to be forgotten. isn’t this a passe already?

-being idealistic helps, but most of the time it gets you nowhere.

-people FORGET. not that those who forget you matter anyway… right?

-if people around you love you with all your life, don’t for one second let go of the person. if that someone promises to be with you and keeps it… you better believe it! your intuition is your best guide. you’ll know if it is worth staying even without predicting or doing a thing. (believe me, i have proven this already)

-God is really a great God… He is a good artist and a fantastic writer to create the stories and memories composing HIS masterpiece called "our Life"

-sometimes, being stuck in traffic, inside a cramped bus, let’s you realize that you need to stop once in a while to reflect and make important decisions in life… just like what i did.

just wanted to post something… dormant na ung blog ko hehe

i have an influx of ideas that i soooo wanted to write here… problem is i can’t!!!!

darn it!

matutulog na nga ko gudnyt!

im back… ergo i am. Ü last saturday, we went to watch the fete de la musique (pardon my french, s’il vous plait?)… we chose to stay at the alternative stage and what i can say is that… it was the best place to be! (well, at least for me and my honey) we enjoyed the songs, the bands who played (si doraemon, famfam! Ü), and fought our way into the sea of rockers rockin’ the scene… occasionally getting hit, sweating like there’s no tomorrow… we had a blast i daresay… it was well worth it. Ü

that’s it for me now… going to work later… am on GY. au revoir! Ü

haayy… shift ko is 3pm to 13mn… taong hapon na ko. okay lang kasi may night diff na, and my hazard pay (what claire used to refer to as "gahasa pay" hehe) it’s quite okay, pero nakakamiss din ang normal na oras..

well, ganun talaga. we all just have to deal with changes the best way we could.

is this working? haha… after 48 years nakapagpost na rin ako dito… Ü wheew!!! lolz…Ü catch on yah all later… punta muna ko tagaytay…Ü